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Thursday, October 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:37:20 GMT

Damn....It been ages that I wrote something here. Life been quite busy with everyday there is something new to be learn. But life starting to be chaos and busy....Just started working shift at the begining of the month. Have to start working 12 hours everyday with 4 day work n 2 day off....If u dont know..Is like this~Say Sat, Sun, Mon n Tues work at night, Wed n Thurs off(NO work)...Then Fri, Sat, Sun n Mon work during day time, Tues n Wed off. So dont think that i have 3 day off or wat...Working shift is tiring man....Right now I am consider Production Engineerlor, Base on my department(QZPM~PM stand for Production and Maintaince). Work scope is like U have to deal with production, maintain the machine and also do activities that need to improve on the product and how to increase production n lessen defect. It is Tiring n sometime u dont have time to do other activity. Like when u start work at 9.30am to 9.30pm, go back eat n sleep. Then the next day u wake up, go work then tat ur daily routine. I dont have sat or sun off...n also my off day i sometime need to come back work.
With Production now in the maximum capacity and increasing this month~God..One month production is 60Million(Imaging one day u have to produce 2.2million, 24 hours a day, 7 day a week non-stop)Somemore this coming deepavali n hari raya maybe need to work to cover the production cos there will no one to back up tat time(The reason is I am the onli chinese in my department). So cannot plan for any holiday tat timelor. Haih~But wat to do.... How Hard or tough the job, u still need to take it. Dont just abit of labour like working 12 hours or working shift u say dont wan...Come on man...there no easy job out there. Somemore the company paying u the salary. If they ask u to work shift, u have to work. Unless u are a damn rich or marry a rich man then u are excluded. But at the end of the day, ur hard may be rewarded as people will look up to u and have a good chance to go up one level. Moreover U learn alot of stuff n it take time to master. Hehe...so this month salary can use it to buy thing that i wanlor~Maybe will shop for new Handphone..~which brand to buyler? Sony, Motorola, Samsung or Nokia...

So to those out there happy working and enjoy ur weekend. Maybe can meet one day in the near future....CHEER to All. Stay Happy and hope to how u guys doing out there.

This is Dedicate to All of You Guys for these Lovely 5 year in MMU

Wed, 24 May 2006 08:23:12 GMT

One upon a time there was a boy, who after SPM do not know wat to do after that. So he enrolled into MMU(Multimedia University aka Money Making University) starting from the alpha(Foundation year). So this guy is place into group 19. There he meet friend form all over Malaysia. Friends that come from different background and character. There are those moment that stranger become friend in just only a short period of time. This period can be say a wondersul period as we enjoy our time alot which we never experience before. Go out yam cha, eat n play together alot. N not to forget wat the purpose of University...Study together, helping each other with homework and assignment. During the holiday trip, we have a vacation of the life. From Melaka, we go to Kuantan-Terrengganu-Pulau Redang-Penang. It a vacation(holiday that still live in my mine.)Those memories will never be delete and the friendship that we have over the past one year was unbelieveable. But time pass very fast in this one year. There are those who will be leaving this boy and allocated to Cyberjaya Campus. What can this boy do?? But he learn that friends come and go, but friendship will never end. Instead it will be bond even closes together.

Now is the 2nd years to the 5th years. Another year, another challenge. This boy choose Electronic Engineering as a career. Those friends who stay back in melaka continue to get along well where we can say to be close "friends". At the same time there are other friend who appear in his life. Knowing friends from other friends, U intro to me I introduce to U, Assignment mate, Lab group mate, sport.....So many. But not all are that close friend who hang around often. Only for a few friend where we get along well. As history repeat itself, it is time to say good bye to all this. It the end of University life where each of us have our own destination, our own career and path to go along. We cannot stop each other from pursuing others dream but only wish them all the best. Seeing friends go away after those 5 years seem hard. Going through all those happy and sad moment. I think it worth alot in term of friendship...so I will always apprieciate the time and closeness that we have develope throught out our stay in MMU....GOOD BYE FRIENDS

A special thank(but alot of thank...Cannot count cos it is uncountable) to those guy who is in the picture.
Chan Yit Wei. A good friend who is someone of like a close friend and also a brother to me. The1st year coming into the Unversity till the end of life, he been a friend throught those time.Going out, eating, studying , playing.... Enjoying ourselve and so on..Spend alot of time together and also helpful when there are problem. But always bully me. hahaha...but now got no more chance for u to bully me alredi
Lee Wai Kong. Another good friend and also a brother to me. This guy is very disiple in doing his stuff. Cannot disturb him and always need to set appointment to see him cos he is always busy. But sometime can be playful and naughty. Always there to help me in giving me idea and advise on homework and project. Love working under him during those project time.
Koi Muk Seng. Know him through Yit Wei and also a coursemate of Electronic Eng.Start knowing him during the 2nd year in MMU. A great guy who is always playful and helpful. Have a good persnality and maybe can make a good husband. heheh... Not easily angry and glad to have him as a friend.
Nam Weoi Yean. Another guy who I know throught Yit Wei. he is a guy...let me think..Very hard to predict sometime but always like to make fun of people. Sometime the thing he say can be like..I dunno how to descibe but i dont mind it. Nice hanging around with him.
Tang Hua Xiang. This guy....Forget how I know him but i guess doing the 2nd year in MMU. He can say the "tai lo" of our gang because of his history during the secondary school. But I think he not that bad. Good looking and also good to friend. Nice to have him along and he is smart.

Wong Wei Feng. This girl...know her during alpha year and till now. A girl who is sometime blur blur when doing her stuff. Mix around with us boys and is a helpful girl. Sometime give us bully..she is clever in finding nice food. So if anyone wan to know which place serve the best food can find her. A friend who is worth having a thank of being a friend.
Siam Chia Ling. A nice girl who I know...dunno when. but is also a Electronic Eng coursemate. She is a smart girl who is good in her study. Always manage to solve problem that I cannot solve in our homework. She can cook alot of nice food and know how to take care of other2..She can be a good wife and anyone who marry her will be happy forever.
Gan Chee Seong and Andry Chong. Know then since the very begining life of MMU(January Intake). Both are wonderful guy to have be a friend to me. Both like tennis2. Thank for being a friend and I enjoy the time that we spend during some of the holiday trip that we go together. Maybe in melaka we dont get to hang around that often due to u guys got commiment, but I wish the both of u can have a happy relationship. Wish U 2 all the best in work and life. Keep in touch man....
Cheah Tze Chan. Knew since alpha time. A friend who is helpful and can be count on when u need her help. Although dont hang around with us that much but still thank for being a friend.

David Cheang and Lew Chee Soon. Both are NS project teammate. This David is an Alpha groupmate and also a computer games freak.(Even play game during exam week). A great guy to have and always like to play fun of me. Chee Soon...in the being he was like from the way he talk, he dont like me. But slowly after knowing him, found him to be a great person and a nice guy. Sometime the word he say make sense and can hang around2. Like to borrow note form me...hahaha

A dedication to the other friends that I know in MMU. We dont hang aound that often together but once a friend always a friend.

Electronic Engineering Coursemate:
Ang Swee Siang, Tsang Man Wah, Siao Ling, Nicole, Wong Yen Nee, David Chong, Ah Huei, Ah BeeAaron, Kon jun jie, Pang Jing Meng, Low lik Jie, Tan Mei Huey,...and others

Other Engineeing Coursemate:
Alisa Bong, Chin Chia Inn, Foo Li San, Shue Fei, Yue Hwan, See Voon, Lao Su, Yun Qiu, Mei Chin, Ah Sim, Richard and Mark, Kwoon Fai, Teh Tiong Yau Mechnical: Siau Voon Keat, Lai Pet Chin, Goh Su Kin, Lee Zhan Xiang, Tang Kit Onn(All former housemate), Su Chin......and others

DragonZ

Abit outdated but the core of the team is still there. Ah Yoong(MMU Lecturer~formerly MMU tutor) aka Yooney. The best manager in MMU and waiting for an employment in Man Utd...Heheh, Ah Chuah aka Hypia~Best defender, Ah chun aka Chunaldo, Ah Chun Kerjasama and his 2 friends..forget the name, Ah Han aka Helldric, Jing Shen, Ah yap, Alvin, Sujen, Zul, Ah Kai, Jing Mao....and others

And also those who know me during the 5 years of University Life. Maybe we know each other but I dont know about Ur name. So have to forgive me. Anyhow, Take care of urselve and All the Best with many many happy moment in life. Friends Forvever no matter how long the time or how far our distance, We are Friends For Life....!!!

Friday, March 31, 2006

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 09:41:29 GMT

Heaven Know

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go

She's all I know
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Heaven knows... heaven knows

~Only Heaven Know Who is truely the one for U......

Friday, March 31, 2006

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 09:27:21 GMT

Haih~My friends always relate me to alot of girl. This girl, that girl,....almost the whole girl we know they have mention. Still yet I not interested in them. Or am I?? Actually I have thought of some of them before. But the problem lies with me....

All those girls they mention deserves a better guy. A guy who is willing to sacrifice for them, who will treat them well, pampered them with love and so on.... There are alot of guy out there waiting for U girl. I am a guy who cannot give all this..I am not a guy who is as caring n listening to people problem like Yit Wei. I am not a guy who is as good n patient as Muk Seng. I am not a guy who is as loyal n friendly as Hwa Xiang. I am not a guy who is good in talking as Woei yean...There are many more good guy out there like Chee Seong, Andry, Swee Siang.....u can see how they treat their gf n can reflect how committed to their love n relationship.

So i guess that answer my question y i dont go for those girl like chia ling, wwf, tze chan, ...etc..n also is time to let go of feeling toward another girl. U guy know who I am talking aboutlor..!!!!! THEY DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER...

Bad Weather...

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 07:42:02 GMT

Ouch...%^&#%#% My Head.. The weather this day is killing people. Yesterday was raining the whole day. "Shuang". Then today is VERY VERY hot. Is mother nature getting sick with all the people(can be so-call VIRUS) inside "Bird Flu" for it??? Dunno now is raining season or hot spell but one think I know..IT IS KILLING ME!!!! Bad Weather Create Bad Mood...!!!

Society ...Wat I think

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 01:55:30 GMT

After writing about those stuff below...Is it always our fault as MMU student whenever thing goes wrong?? People in Bukit Beruang tend to think so...Like the one I mention, I guess the girl been scolded is not her fault. It is her right to park in front of her friends house. Nothing wrong right?? So wat the problem with it??

Gonna shoot the house in front again...U know u dont have enough space for ur car to park, So dont buy so many car. 4 Cars...One not Use n putting inside the house as display. These rich people think they are grand...can bully us MMU students. Sayin we have no brain n so on...This make me wonder is the society coming to a decline in moral. Everyone out there have one mindset...Make more n more money. Is nothing with it..Who dont wan to be rich?? But at least do it the correct and fair way. Not through dirty tactic, deplete their wealth, Steal through trickery, getting people pay for their mistake and so on.
We can see by our naked eyes that the rich become richer and the poorbecome poorer. Those in the middle income have to fight for their living woth the escalating cost. Fuel increase.. Toll increase..Utility company(TNB, Telekom) increase..everything increase. But to whose benifit??? U can see those rich one(businessmen) taking the oppurtinity to hike prices of common household n food that we use everyday to make huge profit. In my mind Y dont the government impose a different tax for those rich one?? There are cases of rich people abusing the fund set up for the poor. Study loan given to them when they can afford to support their children education...using the money to buy car and so on for their children. It really sick to see all this....Poor family(Those who come from different background,religion,race..I dont care U are Malay,Chinese,Indian or others) desire to be help. U read cases in newspaper those studying oversea dont pay their loan back and moreover these defauder are making a lot of money oversea. Do they have a brain?? I dont think they are SMART studying oversea, but IDIOT people. They denied the chance for others to pursue tertiary education. Do U know in our PTPTN letter asking ur to pay back..there a quote saying it is our obligation to pay back as thing money are for the needy. Is this wat become of our society??? I ALWAYS HATE POLITICIANs...talking this n that but no action is taken. They onli know how to make profit for themselve. "Never always trust a politician" is something we should learn.

Sorry if I offend those who are rich...but if u have some heart in U, Look around Ur surrounding. Dont compare with those who are rich...Compare with those who are poor n unfortunate. See how they suffer n struggle to live...See how U have taken those chances and opprutinities to them...this is not to say rich is bad but we still need to think of others also. People who come from poor background but succeed throught hard work and always instill a mindset that they should contribute back to the society are the one we should learn from. Wat the point of having more n more money...using trickery, liar, dishonest to get to the top?? All this will not goes well in the afterlife. U cannot bring those money n bribe god?? God know wat u do...remember that!!! Y good people always died early?? Cos God wan them by his side.(I am not a religious guy...N not to offend those good Guys)

This is an inside of wat I think of the society now n how our life are affected with all this unjustice. It's a shame to see this happen.......Not today or tomorrow or next week, But everyday!!!!! {Red is for anger}

~~~Which Mood Am I in Now??? Hehehe.....

Annoying Neighbor.......

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 00:54:51 GMT

Haih~lately having abit trouble with the neighbor in front of my house. Just yesterday they come to my house n ask my housemate to drive his car into the compound of our house. Saying they wan to park their car in front of my house. Listening to this really make me n my housemate annoy. We tell the reason y we dont wan to park inside n so on...then the auntie come saying it is her place...Commonlar...The space in front of my house is our place n everyone know it. She have to gut to say it in front of my housemate. But when we say it is our place she become quiet...Nothing to say.
The situation is like this...everyone of my friends know it is hard to find a parking in front of my house. The annoying auntie with her family have 4 cars. One park inside her house(Mecedes...I dont see them driving out. Maybe putting there as a exhibition). One hyundai parking in front of her house. The problem come now. the 2 other cars~one wira n one kancil. They dont have place to park so just park at the space in front of my house. OK...no problem as we dont have car in our house until now. Then recently i came back from training, i notice the house usually vacant is now rented to student. So no parking for them as before. Somemore another house in front of mine have 3 cars. So they also park in front of my house. it is like whenever there is space in front of my house then who is the one owning it. But they never thought in their mind THIS is not their space. They even put a yellow pail....HELLO
I can go on and on....One incident happen involving a house in front of mine. MMU student staying there. U know it is wrong to park in front of ur own house. Because it is not own by U!!! The same auntie(I call her selfish !@!@#! and a bitch) Come and scold the student off saying it isher place n demand that the car be remove. The student(a girl) refuse and a big argument arouse...they trade wording suck as XXXXX. Saying we MMU student are useless, stupid, bitch...n all u can think of those foul language.
Really annoying....I guess WAT in the mind of this people. They think they are the owner of this place n so on...Quite pitty the maid. Seeing how grand they are. even opening the door have to honk so the maid can open for them. When come telling people off, call the maid. Even parking also need to honk n then maid will come out, take the dustbin to one side n let the master park. Even washing of car are done by the maid. Seeing this....I guess their children are a spoilt brad who dont know how to do housework, cooking n so on...(This is not the type of girl I wanna marry). Maybe tonight we have a chat with them if they insist of parking in front of our place. N it can turn to an argument...Dunno wat happen to this world....!!!!!

A small thought.....

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 12:39:35 GMT

It alredi 6 weeks class start...6 weeks..Time sure fly very fast. Now is where everything come in together. MidTerm, Assignment,FYP....N I can still have the time to do other stuff. But still this is the final semester to enjoy my Unversity life. The time where all of us are student, Enjoying our time, Do outdoor n indoor activities, talk nonsense, play Choutaiti where the loser have to answer all thequestion ask (including XXX one)....it fun to be a student. Gonna miss it soon....

Recently one of my friends say it is bad to make a girl cry especially ur gf. It is not a gentleman style to do it. How angry a guy is... u cannot put all that anger right at the face of ur love one. N also not to do stuff that can break the heart of a girl. Sometime it heartbreaking to see guy make a girl cry cos u feel it is not right. Girls are meant to be pamper with love n kindness. Not to be use as a puppet when everytime thing dont go wrong. Even when thing go wrong, it is better to settle stuff in a good way.
haha...Then he mention that when a girl smile she looks pretty. But she is in angry mood, U cannot look at her face at all...Cos she look like a devil. hahah...I guess the 1st one is true. A girl look pretty when she have a smile on her face cos all her feminine(girl look) will come out n can make a guy lose track of thing. That wat ithinklor...~~

Another interesting stuff for couple...~~~u guys can check out the blog my friend wrote.
www.xanga.com/mskoi82. He got tips for couple on hwo to have a bette relationship.

So have a nice weekend to everyone out there.....cheer and peace to all species in this world.~

Friday, March 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 12:55:56 GMT

In Life....There are many chapters. From the begining of our journey when we are borned to the time we grow up and so on....It is a long way that each chapter can be written into a book. Here how each chapter go:~

Chapter 1
The begining of Life...Born to this world. The 1st thing we learn is crying. Slowly we get bigger and starting to adjust to the new world. Walking, Running, Talking, Reading....All this are learned as we grow big. It is a wonderful chapter as we are always love and care by our parents and family. But it is also a time to venture into the real world. Knowing our surrounding and those who are beside us.

Chapter 2
A new begining...A prosses where we comunicate we new people. Mixed with other children in the neighbourhood and kindagarden. It a time we start learning words, mathematic and other subject. A beautiful moment to cheerish....So innocent. As the saying goes "A small kids cant lies cos they havent learn the art yet"...hahaha

Chapter 3
Into primary school. I went to a Chinese National school. Learn a new language~Chinese. But always have trouble cos both my parent cant understand or read chinese. It a difficult time cos every subject are good Except when it come to the Chinese Language. Haih~That the time I know is study, homework,study....Dunno y didnt play sport. But also have fun mixing around with friend whenever in school. Quite a good time knowing some really good friends. Good memories...but most have forgetten as time evolve and new thing start to appear.

Chapter 4
Secondary school time is a very crazy moment. 1st year was just a honeymoon year cos in remove we dont have any pressure. Just have fun and always think of way to waste time. Shiok~!! Then it time to Form 1 to Form 5...A lot of new stuff to learn and study. Tuition...competition among friends to be the best in class and school, Activities such as basketball,badminton and softbol, active in Club such as inteact,CLS and ELS. It a busy period...but quite nice knowing friend from different races~Chinese, Malay, India. Maybe we should do this more where different races intergrate and communicate with each other.
Dedication go to Eric Poh,Chai Bin Shen, Elroi(The 4 naughty boy in class n best buddies till now..hahaha) and other who know me in secondary school.

Chapter 5
This Chapter is going to end soon.....University Life. It been 5 years in MMU and it feel like just a few days ago. How time fly pass....Life as a Unversity student can be say study, assignment, exam, holiday. In between we can do some other stuff like go out with friends, enjoy ourselve n so on. It quite something that we should cherish together withour buddies in University. Here I meet with all type of people from different background.Nice having friends from different state as we can use the opportunity to vist many palces. I sure will miss the life of a student in 2 month time. All the memories in University life will forever be in my mind and hope one day we can meet each other again like the old time when everyone move toward their own path.
Dedicate this memories to all my friends....
Yit Wei, Wai Kong, Wei Feng, Chee Seong, Tze Chan, David Cheang(All are Alpha Groupmate),Muk Seng, Chia Ling, Swee Siang(EE Buddies) Hua Xiang, Woei Yean(Tele Buddies)Andry Chong(CE Buddy)the list goes on....N those who I didnt mention.(Especially those in Cyber)
~Friend Forever...Will miss U guy always !!!

Chapter 6
A time which is going to start in 2 month. The life of an engineering or not??? I dont know yet. Let think to the future....Get a Steady Job that can cover all my expenses. Go Courting and find the girl of my live. Then Break up, then go courting and start a relationship. Break up....Blah Blah. Until find the true one who wan to be with me through the next chapter of Life. At the same time enjoy life by doing thing that i dream(Maybe during Bachelor time) then go outstation, visit the world...ha~Think too far. Hope it that easy......

Chapter 7
Time to start a Family. Marry the girl I truely think can be my wife. Let me tell u...She do not need to be pretty(But to me she will always look pretty..hahah), Good n kind to people, Can Understand me(Tat important), Dont be too bossy as the resposibility are to be share by both...One more thing...Know how to cook(U guys knowlar...I like to Eat Eat). Tat clearly simply but sometime hard to find one. Then have children..3 should be enoughlor. Then see the children grow up....

Chapter 8
This is the time where we will be at our middle age. The time tat our golden year are behind us. A time where we enjoy our life reflecting back wat we have done before. Maybe there are many thing tat we regret in life and also those that we did wrong. But there are also those memory tat make us happy and meaningful in life.Eh~Cant talk much about this cause havent experience this stage of life left.

Chapter 9
This chapter...I guess it coming to an end of a wonderful life. Hope in the next incarnation we can experience the same but more happy thing.

That the chapter of our life coming into this world.....Hope it the same as mine or maybe better. So enjoy life cos life is short and there are still many our chapter waiting for us to add into it...Go and explore it wirte it down. Yeah~~~~~~

Words From The Heart

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 08:56:52 GMT

People say Love at first sight is something that make 2 people come together and fall in Love.
To me Love at first sight is an impression of how a person look from the outside. It's something that make U think u found the right one but Do U understand a person well enough to call it Love at first sight?? Think again....People have their own opinion. Is just how U see the situation.

People say Loneliness can kill a person as U dont have someone there to care n Love U.
To me in Life, Loneliness is just a feeling. U must understand, U are not alone in this world. There's a person called "FRIEND" who will always be by ur side. Onli through hard time can U see who is a True friend. N Also the Ur family ....Wat can U do without them. Thank U Daddy n Mummy

People say Leeting go the stuff U Love as these dont Last forever.
To me maybe letting go can be seen as a step moving forware. What the point of thinking and looking back into the past?? It the future that we need to look forward. There are many thing waiting for us even things that are once lost will be discover one day. Maybe we can get somthing even better than the previous one. So it is a meaning of fate and some searching into the right place and time.

People ask Y dont I have a girlfriend??
The answer is simple. Cos no girl wan a guy like me....hehehe Nolar. Is not becos I am choosy or wat...Is just that my fate havent come yet. This person havent been send down by cupid yet. So need to wait for the time to come. Wait... or maybe is alredi here and just need some understand of each other to "Click" and we are On. But for now I am enjoying the life of a bachelor. Can do watever I wan without somebody controling becos I am a person who hate to be control n stubborn.

Tat all I can think....Maybe Wat I always Say of Life...We Cannot never Challenge Fate. but we can prepare for the cahllenge ahead of Us. Life is unpredictable. It can alter our life or it can even end life. We can just Hope every tomorrow is a better day. So just Live Happily everyday..!!!